I have spent every day and night talking with him since our reconnection. We put up a private webcam since we are unable to be in the same room.

At first, it seemed rather normal, just some security cameras in my house. I mean, everyone has them nowadays, don’t they?

Then, on the first day, it was subtly suggested that I was overdressed, so I took off my T-shirt and, well, my breasts were out for him to view. That made me both nervous and excited at the same time.

The following day was much the same. Once again, I was wearing very little, if anything at all.

Last night, however, was different. I really started feeling a little more of his dominant side come out.

Essie: “Master, can I go pee?” (yes, I slowly started calling him Master again, even if it was only online)

Master: “I’ll make a deal with you. You can go pee if you remain naked for the rest of the evening.”

Essie: “Yes, Master.”

Master: “Good girl.”

I then remained completely naked for Master to view.

How did that make me feel?

I felt vulnerable, embarrassed, nervous, shy, excited, tingly, and full of butterflies. I felt pretty much everything.

All of the feelings I had on that very first day I met him came rushing back. The day he said, “Part your legs and lift your skirt. This is how you will sit in the car from now on.” Then he took my leg and placed slave bells on my ankle.

Master: “You need a collar.”

Essie: “Yes, Master.”

Master: “I’ll bring one. Do you have something you can use in the meantime?”

Essie: “I’ll make one.”

As the night went on, I started covering myself with a pillow.

Master: “You know, covering yourself with a pillow kind of defeats the purpose.”

Essie: “Yes, Master.”

I removed the pillow.

Master: “And are you wearing panties?”

Essie: “No, Master.”

Master: “Lift that shirt.”

I lifted my shirt so he could see that I was not wearing any panties.

Now, I’m probably not typing this in the exact sequence in which it happened, but it’s safe to say that I felt a bit more of my submissive side come out last night, and it felt good.

It also felt good to see more of Master’s dominant side emerge.

I love him with all of my heart and am excited for the day when I get to be in the same room with him again and, hopefully, someday remain there forever.

My Master, my love, my best friend, my life.

He owns my mind, body, and soul.

Always and forever,

Ess